Dylan McKay<3

I've been crazy bout him since I watched "Beverly Hills 90210" 4 da first time!! He was soooooooooo cool:-) When I came back 2 JPN, JPNS comedian pretended him:-0 Obviously, he hardly had similarity!!! I didt kno why he rides a bike cos real Dylan never did like dat,huh? Of course, rich people take their own expensive car lyk limo! Suprisingly, this comedian is very famous here:-o I just found a video which this comedian went 2 see real Dylan, Luke Perry! hope JPNS understand how fake Dylan n real Luke r different!! Luke is still cooooooooooooooool n nice,ne!!

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1146066
ニコニコ動画】【ディラン＆キャサリン】本物ディランに会う！

http://ja.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%83%87%E3%82%A3%E3%83%A9%E3%83%B3%26%E3%82%AD%E3%83%A3%E3%82%B5%E3%83%AA%E3%83%B3

how old is Luke??

My Best Friend:-)

I could hav a chance 2 meet my high school friend in Shinjuku 2day! It was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun cos we spent for more than 3 hours 2 just catch up first!lol After dat, we took these prikura, had dinner @izakaya(JPNS bar), n of course, we talked again!lol mayb,more than 5 hours!lol
when i was talkin w/her, it removed my feelin which i isolate in JPN... Actually, she also gonna b out of our country soon! Dats why we had so much things 2 share=) We will b in the different countries,but our bond never b broken im sure dat!! Only one thing i hav 2 remember always is studying harder than her!lol
anyway, i cant see her soon!!!
I gotta watch "FRIENDS"!lol

sweet dreams<3

No Thanksgiving:'(

Dear My Diary
wow!!I hadn't updated this blog 4 a long time:-o When I wrote last time, I waz so depressed bout my future...It's still in the air, but i will probably b able 2 go 2 an Aussie uni nxt yr<3>

After my TOEFL test, my counselor introduced me the different uni in aus. It's still in Melbourne. I had meetings w/ the director from the uni a couple times n applied there! I've been waitin 4 the result of my TOEFL score now, so my application doesn't complete yet actually. hope my score is higher than their requirement;-) anyway, I'll tell ya which uni n when i can go as soon as i get the new info!!

Time flies reeli quickly!! Did i grow up?? hope it is... Now, it's holiday season in the U.S=) I remember my first n probably last Thanksgiving w/my best American friend, Gloria! I've seen "Thanksgiving" a lot in FRIENDS. Dats why it was lyk one of my dreams to join in Thanksgiving day cos we dont hav it in JPN:'( It was fun, yet i found the fact of this event!lol This day give us lots of food seriously!! I can tell this is one of the reasons why i gained a lot in America:'(lol I still like this event tho!!

okey-dokey, I will try update often!! I've been livin in JPN again since Sep 16, so I'm def gettin forgettin my ENG..i need 2 keep it absolutely!! wanna make frienz n speak ENG!lol well, I gotta sleep!

xxx

My Recent JPNS Life...

1st pic: w/my grandpa

2nd pic: we ate sushi;-)

3rd pic: my mom made maccha cake

4th pic: i studied....

Dear My Diary

I used 2 hav a clear dream 4 my future b4. Then my friend was reeli sufferin wat they wanna b. One of my frienz said,"i envy u cos u already decide ur future!! i hav no idea bout my future!"

Look @ me! now, i hav no idea bout my future lyk my friend. On the other hand, some of my high school frienz had already graduated from their college n hav been workin since then. wat happend 4 one year??

all wat i can say is im w/some questions now:'(

・im still interested in cinema,but should i take it 4 my major or not....

・is it reeli good 4 me 2 go 2 Aus? or i should stay in America?

・should i gradeate from my college first? then wat majr?

ive been very depressed by makin a decision now. it will freak me out more days...

Life is hard!!

xxx

A Little by Little Everyone Started Rearizin!?( retyped 07/09/11)

As u kno,rumors spreads out very quickly! i didn't tell my leavin story 2 many people,but gradualy it shows up i guess....BTW,i could meet my ex-romie,Dan 2day:-) He asked me wat i wanna do,so i said, "I bet u wont like it...i wanna watch the movie, The Nanny Diaries!" Of course,he didnt accept!lol After we had a huge meal @San Marcos, i went 2 his new place,ENCINITAS! It was really right next the beach! dats why his rent is quite expensive:-( We watched one movie,Sign n some episodes from my fav drama,Malcolm in the Middle! i was very disappointed the youngest son in Malcolm in the Middle grown ugly!lol so sad...but it always happnes!he is also my bro like Chris! I guess Chris n Dan do not think well each other...i'm very sad bout dat. I kno both of them r nice,sweet,kind...i pray their friendship will be fine!i dont kno when i can meet him next time,yet at least i could see him in this time,ne! Thanks God!i gonna go 2 bed cos i have 2 do many things 2morrow:-0 even me, i dont kno how2 handle everythin...xxx

bro n sisters:-) (retyped 07/09/10)

I am an only child in my family in JPN;however, i could hav bros n siters in America!bout two American bros: Chris n DanThey r my ex-romies! We used 2 liv in San Marcos for 3months. It was for the first time 2 liv by myself actually;-o it was so much fun! They really care bout me as if they care 4 their sis<3B4 Chris's movin out, he was sayin an impressed story...he doesn't hav a good relationship w/his family sadly. Therefore, he thinks Josh(his best frind) n his romies r his family! One day, he said 2 me,"Cana,u r my romie,so u r one of the members of my family!" I had kinda bad time w/my host family,so it made me impressed!!!I can't remember when was the last time 2 see Chris(maybe,when i moved in this recent palce...i guess since June)...B4 i leave, i really wanted 2 see him,so i called him last night<3 He asked me 2 go 2 a party n picked me up 1hour later! I'd been there once b4;-) It was nice 2 go there again cos his friends r also funny! Josh's older sis got drunk too much n became kinda prob,so the party was eneded soon!Lol After the party,i hung out 2 Chris's new place in Vista. When he was livin 2gether, his room was master room w/his own bath. On the other hand,his new plce was smaller,yet still his room's atmosphere was the same as b4! Also,it was really nice 2 see his cat,MJ n his dog,Butters(from SounthPark)! Unfortunately,MJ didn't remember bout me...at least, i could make 2 sleep w/MJ though!lol We watched a movie picked up by Chris,yet it was not fun...when i noticed i was fallen sleep!lolwe promissed 2 meet up again b4 i leave...hope we can meke it cos i don't take a picture w/him,so we have 2!lolsiters:Since i became a family of ICF,everybody in ICF is my sisters n brothers! It was really true esp 2day!lolI took a shower,changed my clothes, n put me make up for a short time 2 day. 4 shortcut, i did my old hair-style! It's very easy 2 make it n doesnt take a long time...To my surprise,Yu n Emiko-san really liked it<3 I did it for two of them after worship! It was a sort of fun cos three of us were same hair-style! I don't hav the picture of us,but somebody has...need 2 get it!lolI've never felt dat i wanna hav sisters of bros since i came 2 America<3 i really appriciate my sisters n brothers!!!i gonna meet my other ex-romie,Dan 2day! can't wait!lolsweet dreams!xxxcana

Good Time!!!(retyped 07/09/07)

1st pic: Kally's Pies:)
2nd pic: I got make-up at my fav place,MAC 4 the first time<3>
I didn't tell goin back 2 JPN 2 many frienz...esp my JPNS frienz:-( I'm kinda scared 2 be regarded as a loser or somethin like dat maybe...
yesterday:
I called one of my sweet American frienz yesterday 2 tell bout it. He was my ex-co-woker;) It was so much fun 2 work w/him! He is like "Big Bird" in the sesame street!lol He has a special ability 2 make people happy! Even though my boss was stressed out, her face changed w/her smile after she talked w/my friend! While we were workin 2gether, he taught me some slangs 4 me<3>
anyway,he misses me...of course, i do,too! He had a job,but he called me n hung out after his work. When i got a call from him,it was around 10pm!lol He,my another JPNS gf, n I met up; however, whre should we go such a night time!?
BOBA BOVA BOBA BOVA BOBA BOVA BOVA BOBA BOVA BOBA BOVA BOBA
we went 2 BOBA! Since my leavin news last week, i've been drinkin BOBA many times(4times a week! shoooooot!lol) It was very fun 2 hang out there...i don't kno i can put a movie...hopely i can do dat cos it was funny!lol After dat, he drove 2 my place n said good bye by huggin:-( Now, he is another state 2 play drum! it was really good timing cos i would miss him w/o callin then,huh?
2day:
it was such a long day! First of all, i went 2 Palomar College first 2 talk w/a lady in the international office. i sent an e-mail 2 her,but still i didnt get an answer yet then. According 2 her, my limited 15days count starts at the same time of droppin classes. Therefore, i have 2 leave America on Sep15(Sat). I was plannin 2 go 2 Texas 2 meet my homie there,yet it's gone now.... after dat, i had a long bus trip 2 gp to shoppin mall 2 find suit cases. Unfortunately, i couldnt get it. Instead of it, i was holdin some shoppin bags as well!lol The most interesting was not still comin then...i joined in "Noah's Night" @Dan's house! it was very nice 2 be there! Since last Friday, i always feel how many times i can see them...i feel everythi i see seemes my daydream now...very weired...
o-k-a-y! i need 2 clean up 4 sellin stuffs 4 tomorrow...i just wonder how can i liv after i can sell everythin...w/o my bed,pillows, lights, or desk!lol plz help me up!lol
good night,guys!
xxx
cana

First Blog!(retyped 07/09/05)

<----※I took this pic w/my senior students when i just came 2 America!(so it's one year ago! so white!not sunburn skin yet!lol)

hey.guys;-) how r u doin? I'm feelin really good astually!(I still awake even around 3am now though!lol) So many things happened recently... i soppose 2 be stressed out now,but i can be natural now! I kno why! Eveythin is thanx 2 my frienz! i dont regret my decision 2 stop taking classes @Palomar now,but i bet i will miss my frienz who i could meet through my school life.....still i hav time 2 hang out w/them<3 its not enough though:-( hope i can meke it! i strongly believe this decision is already planed before...i dont kno wat my next place is yet,but i won't stop studying! I kno it's crazy,but i luv studyin!lol time 2 leave America is coming....all i can do now is having fun less of my American life! i had many places where i wanna go until i graduate from my junior college in SD,yet it became my dream now:-( but still i dont regret!lol time 2 go 2 bed now^^zzz!lol luv n peace! xxx cana